Life of Anayil & Liyana

Sometimes, i get really paranoid and sensitive about some things.. i just want to scream and let everything out... but i can't.....i can't coz i have to think about peoples feeling... i think about wat will happen after i burst out and say wat i wanna say... i think about wat good will it do... i think and think till i can't sleep n all... that's bad..... :( i wished i didn't think so much and over analyze things....

but sometimes, i just can't help looking at the reality... i used to envy u... but now i don't..  u don't even know wat ur priorities are...... look at urself...... u should be ashamed of what ur doing.... i've lost all respect for u..... good riddance..

Hey guys, this is the second response we got from analysing and feeling the poem that we choose called "Hi"... it really is very different from our first video... it's much more dark and abstract.. leave me comments and let me know wat u guys think...

"Hi" (Part 2) from hi.prod2010 on Vimeo.

i've noticed that everytime i look at the time or sumone sents me a message with the tyme stated on it it's always 11.11.... kinda weird huh? mayb it's nothing.. mayb it's something... we'll find out if it has to do with dates and all.. so i'm looking forward to see wats gonna happen 11 Nov this year.. but also 11 nov next year.. which would be 11.11.11.... hahahaha we'll c....

Friday was Danny's birthday... went to sofia's for dinner.. got full on pasta, garlic bread and calamari rings.. :S had some wine to go with it as well... seafood and wine is a god combination ain't it?? haha.. anyway.. we went to Long Room after.... had fun.. danced to some great songs.. drank some champagne.. we had fun... n most of all the birthday boy had fun.. so it was all good...

Ram and the Birthday Boy!

oo!! and after a Long room.. we went to meet up with some other friends at Mcd's and came across these guys!!! ahahaah!! we even danced on the street with them.. it was hilarious!

i went to the seminar today regarding Indie online.. and for my course.. i had to critique the seminar according to the peer assesment sheet... and to my suprise.. i really had fun typing out the critique.. i feel kinda evil as well.. but come on.. some student critiqued my seminar with putting stupid comments down like:

owh.. you should turn on the lights so we can right our notes- or

it was boring- in my head i'm thinking.. all seminars are boring, but did we provide you with the information you needed?? stop being childish!! it's boring.. pffftt i thought you'd be smarter than to write that in your critique.- or

i don't like your guest lecture.. - =.='

and so on... so if u guys are interested to know what i said about the Indie online seminar, here's the link
: http://anayilliyana.wordpress.com/2010/09/17/seminar-critique/

I know this is probably not the normal thing i would do in KL or Kuching.. Second day raya was all about visiting friends and family members... But here in Melbourne.... this is how we spent or second day of Raya:


woot woot!!! i had fun.. LOL.. at least got home off my mind for a bit...

okay2... i've decided.. since wordpress is being a bitch about themes and all..

i'm going to stick to blogspot!! wuahahhahaa

okay2.. enough of looking for the proper theme for this blog... *tired*

This years's Raya was my first ever raya without my family.. especially my mum... it was sad no doubt about that.. but i guess we kinda made it up for ourselves by getting together and having our own open house, cooking rendang, nasi impit, lemang and making biscuits. we didn't sleep till 4 in the morning cooking all these things in ime for raya the next day...

We also went to visit Bieb's brother who lived in Clayton, half and hour away form the city.. but it
was worth it...

After the visit.. we went back to bieb's n Nina's to have that open house we cooked for hours for.. and to our suprise.. a whole lot of people came.. and it really did feel like Raya after all...