Reading the previous post got me thinking..." damn i'm not happy back home.. i'm not happy here in Melb... where to go now? :(
everyday that passes by i thank god coz i want this semester to end fast... why?? coz i wanna go home... is it homesick? i'm not to sure... i mean okay.. the only reason why i want to go back is because i feel so alone here... friends?? ha.. hardly any here.. sure there are a number of them.. but do they look for me? do they want to hang out wif me..
no..
mayb it's bcoz i don't talk dat much.. i confess i'm not exactly the fun outgoing person i am on the first day.. or even second for that matter.. i guess i juz don't click wif them coz i'm a morning person and their not.. they want to go out n drink n party. i dont mind doing dat if they at least acknowledge my presence.. but i'm a morning person... i rather stay home at night, have a movie marathon or just simply go out for coffee.. and yet.. i still hvnt found anyone here who i could actually do all these things with... i'm more of the exploring girl... going places i've never been to.. taking photographs.. try new types of food... those kinds of things.. not just go to the same old bar/club everyweek... it sucks!!
you know wat i hate most? i HATE it when people say they'll do something then never do it.. Don't say it in the frst place will you.. giving high hopes to someone and just fuck it up later is no fun... but then again.. i've learnt my lesson to never believe wat u say again..
i hate it when u read ur twitter and ur so called "friends" here seem to invite and tag anyone but you.. it's kinda sad to know dat people don't remember u... :( dat's probably my fault anyway... i'm not the kind of person how fakes myself just to get accepted by a group of people...
i hate it when d person u thought would have each others back... doesn't even let u noe dat they're at bar making new friends introduced by other friends and refers to u as just a housemate rather than a friend..... geee.. thanx.. i'm jus the poor little puppy dat follows u around right...
watever...
